Day after 5 months

Hi guys, Finally I'm back here! Do you guys miss me? Now I'm having the 5th semester of my diploma and it's going to end. I will be going for internship on next semester at The Ritz-Carlton Hotel for my whole internship program. Times fly, so fast it already July in 2012. So fast, all the reality comes to me. Nowadays, i always ask myself. what are you going to do after your diploma? Start to giving myself those invisible stress. What i can say is.. These days really stress up.. Please stay tune... <3

STRESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHH ~~~~~~~~~

Going to die la .... ><>

Wat problem wit me ?? feel tat i had change to another person .....

Y i will say so ?? last time tat happy rachel was gone ....

if u r wit me everyday at school , sure u will knw hw i changed .....

Chyi also said i'm weird ..... HW come ???

Start from when i become like tat ??

I wan my spirit back ..... pls ..... pls give ,e back my happy spirit .....

feel like don wan to talk wit everyone at school ...... hw come ??

who can help me ?? r u listen to me ?? can u help me ??

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21th August 2010

something weird was happened .....

About 12.30am++

i received a strange msg ....

When i see the msg , i wan stunned n shocked .....

Wat had happen ??

One of my dream come true !!!!!!

Wat i had wished tat anyone who hate me , before graduate will fren back ....

YA , it had hapened .... Thx god .....

Nw , can say tat we fren back dy ....

But we din chat at school ..... weird ya .....

by the way , i still hav to say thanks to him/her .....

He/her let me dream come true ....

To: Him/ Her

Thanks ... no matter last time hw unhappy we were ....

Jus forgot about it ..... Maybe we nt tat fren like last time .... bt , in my fren list , sure gt ur name la .... =)

Another thing suprised me was .... he/her invited me to his/her sis's birthday too .....

I had attended , n was do a homemade birthday card for his/her sis ....

Hope tat his/her sis will like it .... hope tat card wont found in the rubbish bin o .... =P

21th August 2010 ( afternoon )

Rachel Bong , was hang out wit Jasmine Lee to Times Square ....

Me n one of my fren was watched movie " Repo Man "

A scary movie ..... bt i enjoyed it ..... =)

It was a happy day .....

Today : 28th August 2010 : Saturday : 12.25am

4 days not going to school ....

is a good time let me concentrate in study for prepare my trial exam ....

Is stress .... bt i still will try my best ....

I wish all my fren will gt good result n enjoy our last moment in secondary school ....

Love u guys ..... =)

( Chyi , Jie , Jasmine , reynold , joseph , Kun hung , Gan , Yu Perng , Jia Leng , Eon n more ..... )

All The " BEST " !!!!!! ^^

Spirit

Hai , i'm here again ...

♥

Within this week , i don knw wat i busy wit ... Feel tat my body was out of spirit ....

Where my spirit was ? i don't knw ....

Trial exam is near to me , wat i gonna do ? jus keep study ?

someone told me .... i jus can dedicate myself to god n trust him ....

who will be the one who guide me until the end of the journey ?

Would u be the one ? I knw , God will be the one ....

♥

I'm back !!!!!!!!! =D

嗨~我回来了.......好久都没有update我的部落格了哦........是不是跟想念我啊？=D

忙着读书，睡觉，做自己的事，所以才没时常update啦.....不要怪我^^ ( most of the reason is b/c i lazy la ) haha ....

其实也没什么好报告的.....

近来的我都过得很好....

我的生活还是一样....

早上起床,去学校....

放学后,去补习....

补习后，回家睡觉....

我的生活，就是如此地郁闷......

今年的我们，都为了自己的前途拼命....

为的是让自己有个美好的将来.....

付出的，比得到的....好多.....

希望上帝看到我们的努力吧...... 加油!!!! Aza Aza Fighting ..... =)

友谊...

我希望，会保持到永远....

我们计划的一切，都能实现.....

我诚心地，等那一天出现.....

对于讨厌我的人....

我还是一样,和之前的一样.....

希望在毕业之前,能够和好....

就算不像以前那样那么好.....也没关系....

至少....我不要带着遗憾结束我的中学生涯.....

就算你/你们不原谅我也好....

或许.....可能.....在毕业典礼那天....

我会厚着脸皮要求你们跟我合照...留下追后的回忆吧.....

我又没有勇气?? 就看身边的朋友给我多大的支持咯.... =)

我的愿望能不能实现....就看对方会不会放下心头大石，原谅我....

♥

应该没什么好说了吧.....

有什么想知道的.....就耐心地，等我的下一篇报告了哦.....

晚安啦.....

♥ ^^

Outing day ** 10th June 2010 ♥

Hang Out !!!!!!! Fun =)

Had plan outing to jusco yesterday wit Reynold , Yee Chen , Jasmine Lee n Wei Han

So sad tat Jie Jie n Chyi Chyi din join us , we had plan imergency so tat 2 of them cant join lu ...

Haiz , oso don knw hav to wait until when 3 of us only can hang out together tim ....

Wake up early 8am , then start to dress up myself

After tat go daddy shop wait jasmine to come lu .... about 10.30am

My mummy din scold me le , some moe kacao me said : " Wa .... Dress up so early , only knw hw to go shopping only la ^^ " hehe ....

Then we went Chiong K on 11am n we meet them at Jusco ....

Yee Chen n Wei Han r so stupid ( * hehe )

They wait us at bus stop , the weather so hot still wait at there ... haha

Too bad , stupid Reynold r the lastest arrive , he is late because actually his mum nt allow him to join us d .... bt he still come , Great !!! ^^

Some more wat ?? 1 day outing , we watch 2 movie le !!!!! haha ....

Never ever try tat b4 .... Reynold only watch wit us 1 movie because he had to rush to chemis tuition ... Haiz ... ><

Yesterday he look like moody suddently , we watch funny movie , all of us laughing bt wat ....

He no any respond huh ..... Aiyo .... =(

We watch " Happy Go Lucky " n " Shrek 3 " ^^

LOVE it so much !!!!!!

Hehe , at last ..... Something was Happened !!!!!!

Wan to knw wat happened ?? Haha ... XD

Sure i cant tell at here .... =P

Jus can keep as secret ^^can say tat .....

I become a " mei ren " again ..... =)

Report ~~~

Today ... 7th June 2010

Hai , long time din update my post ... do u guys miss me ?? ^^

Okay , wat m i doing during this few month ?? Actually ntg special la , jus normal study , tuition , work like tat lu ....

Jus finished mid year term exam , actually this exam is unmeaning full for me , every subject had flow out the question n the answer , some worse is gt ppl post Bio paper answer to web n some one had found it by searching google ..... OMG !!!! Today muntas teacher jus scolded us say " u all r sampah masyarakat !!! " xD

" Speacial "

During this few week , i had recognise a boy ...

His study is good , is a nice boy , most funny is he wear a big black spec like my idol " 方大同 " haha .... =D

Anything next u wan to knw ??? ^^ hehe , jus wait next time , i'll tell u .... concern ...

31th May

Had celebrate Kai Chyi's 17th Birthday ....

Me , Jie had present her a yellow T-shirt , Home made birthday card n photo frame ....

She told me she like it vy much , i jus hope tat she will keep it as weel n our frenship will keep last forever although next time we had gt married ... haha XD

June Holiday

Jus start holiday , y i hav a strange feel ?? M i something wrong ??

I'm feel boring this holiday , i hope tat can reopen school fast neh ..... OMG !!! this is the first time i think like tat ....

Many plan for this holiday , bt i think i cant do anyone activity jus because i still cant drive n no transport for me to take those plan .... ( y my mummy born me so late jek ?? )

Plan ...

1. Broga Hill

2. Taman Pertanian ( cycling )

3. Botanical Garden ( cycling n take pic )

4. movie time

5. shopping time

6. Chiong k

7. Hav my dinner at " Full House " n " Bumba Gum "

Many thing i wanna do .... But i cant .... Sien lol .... =(

wat can i do ? Jus can only study , tuition , work at daddy shop ... tat's all for my holiday ....

But i still enjoy myself ^^

Someone r accompany me everyday everytime ... ( Hope he/she wont feel tired when chat wit me ) =P

Okay , my post will stop here n will be continue soon .... Ciao !!!

♥ Hav a nice Holiday ..... =)

一首诗~♥

一棵开花的树~ ( 席慕蓉 )

如何让你遇见我

在我最美丽的时刻

为这

我已在佛前

求了五百年

求祂让我们结一段尘缘

佛于是把我化作一棵树

长在你必经的路旁

阳光下慎重地开满了花

朵朵都是我前世的盼望

当你走近 请你细听

那颤抖的叶是我等待的热情

而当你终于无视地走过

在你身后落了一地的

朋友啊

那不是花瓣

是我凋零的心