Thursday, November 26, 2009

Everything was changed suddently ~ Angel to Devil

11.34pm Wednesday Happy mood - Sad mood
Holiday make me become crazy. Everyday help at mym dad shop , everyday get mummy scold n also cry everyday. When my tears will stop dropping down .... Me n Kai chyi were plan to watch " New Moon " together tomorro , was discuss the plan n already book the ticket , told my mum today afternoon the outing plan .... Bt , at last .... My mum don knw y , suddently nt allow we hang out wit all my fren .... She mention tat i din told her i'm outing tomorro n said tat i hang out wit fren was jus a lie .... Y i hav to lie ? Wat i lie to ?
Feel vy sad tat y my mum think me like tat ? Y she don believe me ? my fren , family also like tat .... who i can believe anymore ? Nw , maybe i will change more .... more bad , more devil to protect myself ..... Maybe until 1 day i cant tahan gt scold n will run off from this home ..... maybe 1 day i cant tahan n will kill her .... Early than this maybe i'm a good girl n jus keep quiet when get scold , bt from nw ... maybe i will changed more .... Jus like from angel change to a devil , a demond ~ A bad Rachel Bong here ~
So , if u r clever .... better stay away from me .... n i will jus stay alone forever .... jus protect myself to prevent gt hurt anymore .... Say me like to act , vy jia ? OK ! N start from nw , i start to act .... Wont be good anymore ....... !!!!
Everything had changed start from now !!!!!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Friendship ~ Paralle line ~ forever ~ 2010 year

Today my mood jus like these word's colour ... " Grey " n moody :(
Jus 100% confirm tat all my fren are change to 5E next year , only leaf me , zi jie , yu perng n Jorinn ><
Hw were 4F look on next year , huh ?
Kai Chyi , Joseph , Reynold n Loong loong oso change to 5E ... Y ? Y i work so hard bt i still cant study same class wit them ? Will our frienship become paralle line forever ? I don wan like tat , bt i cant change the truth ....
Zi jie said maybe she will change school ... Plsssss don't change nah .... T.T
Hope tat i at lease still gt her beside me ..... ntg i can say more .....
Good bye , dear all my fren .... miss u guys always n forever ..... Take care
2009 friendship .... The End ....

Friday, November 20, 2009

爱情是什么.....什么是爱情.....

也许爱情是一部优伤的童话
放弃一个很爱你的人并不痛苦
放弃一个你很爱的人那才痛苦
爱上一个不爱你的人那是更痛苦~

逃避不一定躲得过

面对不一定最难过

孤单不一定不快乐

得到不一定能长久

失去不一定不再拥有

愛是一種是思念

無論何時何地 當看不到她/她の時候會想念她/他

愛也會是一種擔心

當他/她出事の時候 你會比誰都著急

愛是一種包容

你會包容她/他所有の缺點 在你眼裡他/她永遠是最完美の

愛更是一種回憶

當你想起她/她做出可愛 浪漫の事時 會不知覺の傻笑

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Random

Hai , I'm back ~ :D

Last Friday had hang out wit fren to Mid velly n The Garden ...

Is a random day n the 1st day School Holiday ~ Weehehe ('',)

Also a day tat i most happy during these few weeks ....

I spend my day .....

At first we went " chiong K " at Red Box - The Garden
it's quite cheap for student ^^ RM12++ for 3 hours ,
include drinks , breakfast buffet n oso a main dish ....
After then , I found the Dessert shop tat I had read in magazine ....
" Delectable by Su " on 2nd floor - The Garden ...
Nice decorate n hav a warm feel for customer .... I love it vy much n wish tat later my cafe shop oso can decorate like tat (>^)
Hehe , having my favourite ice ... wat is it ?
" Mango sago " here !!!! Hurray .... *.*
Yes !! This is the 2nd time I spend at Starbuck ...
Having " Chocolate cream chips blended " ^^
N i miss the !st time i had the starbuck coffee at New York ~
Before we went back ~
Having our dinner at Sushi King ~
See !!! The head of Stich is made wit puzzle !!!
Special n i like it so much !!!! Bt ..... i forgot to ask hw much it cost ><
Nvm , i will be back soon !!! WAIT forme !!!! wakakaka xD
Here , the mickey n minne too ~
Is tat look nice ? u like it ? i wan collect it !!! :P
Here are some pics i took tat day .... vy happy i hav such a random day ^^
Tell u guys , this is the first time i hang out bt din buy anything .... so suprise myself :P
So .... Next time hang out must buy something for myself ... hehe >^
Jus Stop at here n wish u guys hav a nice Holiday !!!! Enjoy (^.^)
Ciao !!!!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

A Actor .......

Hi .... i'm back here to spread something about my feeling .... :(
After final exam was pass ... wat m i doing ? Ntg to do n jus stay moody at there .....
For the previous post , i had said i had do wrong thing n i cant regret it ....
Bt , during these few day , i think more n more ......
I only knw tat , gt some 1 had say i like to act this act that n said i vy vy jia .....
I ..... jus wan to knw wat i had act ? act like drama n let ppl around me care of me ?
wat had i act ..... wat had i act ?!!!!!!! i wan to knw it ......
难道,做错一件事就无法得到原谅,被判死刑吗?
maybe i'm going to be crazy ..... Some fren around me oridi less talk to me ...... tat is enough ....
2009 going to end , n 2010 is coming .....
Everything will be change too , include family , friendship .....
今年的我过得比去年还要痛苦...... jus hope tat , everything will be fine soon ..... God bless me .....

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

End up my final exam ~

Today had jus finished my final exam , suppose i'm feel vy happy when finish exam .... no need to study everyday ..... Bt , this time i look different .... emotionless to this time .... I had did something vy wrong during this final exam ..... Let me feel vy no face n everybuddy use different eye spec to see me ....i really really do wrong n i also hav 2 付出代价 .... Thx kun hung , kai chyi , zi jie , joseph n raynold ..... when tat time i really do wrong thing , they din jus leave me away n still b myside ..... Thx u guys vy vy vy vy much ..... Love u guys so much ^^